An album by Caitlin Beadles
Case Closed
Songs about abuse, survival, and closing the case against yourself.
8 songs
A collection of songs for the questions no one asks out loud. For every question that kept me blaming myself. For every moment I tried to make it smaller. For every truth I had to finally say.
Explore the songs ↓Track 02
Love Would Have Listened
“No doesn’t have to be louder, To mean exactly what it said, You called it love, But love would’ve listened instead”
For when someone taught you to question your own boundaries, and you’re finally remembering they never needed permission to matter.
Listen, read & enter the story →Track 03
I Said No
“My silence was survival Not consent”
For when you said no before you froze, and still found yourself questioning whether surviving somehow changed what you meant.
Listen, read & enter the story →Track 04
You Don't Get To Rewrite My No
“I could let you in my house I could kiss you, I could stay I could like you, I could want you And still not want you that way”
For when you’ve been using everything that happened after your no to question whether your no still counted.
Listen, read & enter the story →Track 05
Going Back Doesn't Re Write My No
“Two things can both be true I could still feel tied to you And you could still be wrong”
For when you keep asking why you went back, as if returning could somehow change what happened before.
Listen, read & enter the story →Track 06
No Better Words
“You didn’t misunderstand me, You didn’t miss the signs, You heard exactly what I wanted, & decided yours mattered more than mine”
For when you keep searching for better words, as if saying it differently could’ve made someone respect what you already made clear.
Listen, read & enter the story →Track 07
I Didn’t Cause the Consequences
“The truth can have consequences, Without the truth being to blame”
For when telling the truth leaves you feeling responsible for what happens to the person who hurt you.
Listen, read & enter the story →Track 19
Hungry to Be Held
“It’s easier to give than to risk rejection, Easier to fold than demand protection”
For when the fear of losing connection makes it hard to hear, trust, or protect what your own body is asking for.
Listen, read & enter the story →Track 38
Conditioned To Stay
“I spent years wondering why I stayed, Until I realized... you taught me how”
For when you spent years asking why you stayed before realizing you were slowly taught to stop trusting your own boundaries.
Listen, read & enter the story →