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An album by Caitlin Beadles

Welcome Inside My Mind

15 songs

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Track 01

Inside My Head

“I don’t live in the past I just remember well”
Trauma & Mental HealthAttachment & RelationshipsMental Health

For when your mind notices every silence, shift, and space between words, and you’re exhausted from carrying all the things nobody says.

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Track 02

The People Inside Of Me

“Some forgive, some still bleed Some stay silent just to keep the peace But when they all breathe in harmony I remember, I’m still me”
Trauma & Mental HealthHealing & Finding YourselfMental Health

For when different parts of you carry different pieces of what happened, and healing means learning to listen to all of them without losing yourself.

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Track 04

Invisible War

“I look fine but I’m breaking inside, Living a life where my body and mind collide”
Trauma & Mental HealthInvisible IllnessMental Health

For when everyone sees the life you’re living, but no one sees how hard your mind and body are working just to get through it.

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Track 05

More Than A Name

“Every broken piece I carried for years. I'm done being someone's echo or fame—”
Abuse & SurvivalLoveHealing & Finding Yourself

An emotional declaration of identity after years of being seen through someone else’s story—moving from conditional love and hidden motives toward self-worth, boundaries and reclaiming your own name.

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Track 06

Believe Me

“Don’t mistake the mask for healing, Or the smile I forced in place.”
Trauma & Mental HealthInvisible IllnessMental Health

For when people see the few hours you function and miss everything your mind and body pay for afterward.

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Track 06

PTSD

“You say control it with my mind, But my body’s screaming every time”
Trauma & Mental HealthInvisible IllnessMental Health

For when your life looks safe now, but your body is still responding to everything it had to survive.

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Track 07

Two Voices

“I’m so tired of fightin’ just to breathe Tired of pretendin’ I’m okay when I’m not okay”
Trauma & Mental HealthHealing & Finding YourselfMental Health

“Two Voices" is about what happens when everything I’ve been carrying gets loud at the same time.

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Track 08

Both Things Can Be True

“The center of attention, then I need to hide I’m strong enough to survive what should’ve broken me”
Abuse & SurvivalTrauma & Mental HealthLove

For the part of you becoming someone you no longer have to abandon to be loved.

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Track 14

Hurt With No Name

“It was hurt wearing armor It was truth in my eyes”
Heartbreak & Letting GoLoveHealing & Finding Yourself

A gentle, heartbreaking and deeply healing journey from anger through shame and grief to self-compassion—discovering that difficult emotions are messengers asking to be heard.

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Track 14

The Dance

“I want closeness, you want space, Then miss me when I walk away”
Attachment & RelationshipsKeep Going BackFeeling Unseen

For when their distance makes you chase harder, but the moment you pull away, they reach for you again.

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Track 18

New Map

“So I’m drawing a new map with every choice to stay, every time I breathe instead of pushing you away.”
Attachment & RelationshipsHealing & Finding YourselfHealing & Self-Worth

For when your old patterns still feel familiar, but you’re finally learning that fear doesn’t have to choose the road for you.

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Track 19

Don't Let Me Drown

“I’m barely holding onto sound I don’t need fixing, just stay around”
Truth & ClosureAttachment & RelationshipsLove

For the part of you that keeps reaching for someone who feels safest at a distance.

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Track 29

Half Of Me Still Stays

“My head says “go,” my heart won’t leave.”
Attachment & RelationshipsHeartbreak & Letting GoMental Health

For when your head has accepted the ending, but your attachment is still holding onto the person your heart learned to call home.

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Track 29

If I Let You In

“’Cause loving someone isn’t simple when your past taught you to brace, for the moment someone needs you or the moment you’re replaced.”
Attachment & RelationshipsOverthinkingQuestioning Myself

For the part of you that wants closeness, but still gets scared when someone gets close enough to matter.

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Track 37

Losing Me

“I built a cage and called it peace, Letting fear decide who I could be.”
Attachment & RelationshipsHealing & Finding YourselfHealing & Self-Worth

For when you realize your fear of losing them has been costing you pieces of yourself.

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