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Songs for “Keep Going Back” · 15 found

Craving the Hold artwork

Craving the Hold

For when you miss their touch and the feeling of belonging, but deep down you know you don’t actually want the relationship back.

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Nobody Can Know artwork

Nobody Can Know

For when you’ve learned all the lessons, built all the boundaries, and still find yourself wanting the one thing you know you’ve outgrown.

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Fell For It Again artwork

Fell For It Again

For the part of you that keeps falling for the hopeful moment instead of trusting the pattern.

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Came Back Wrong artwork

Came Back Wrong

For the part of you that mistook someone coming back for proof they had changed.

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Withdrawal artwork

Withdrawal

For when leaving was the right choice, but your body still reaches for the person your mind knows you had to leave.

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Half Of Me Still Stays artwork

Half Of Me Still Stays

For when your head has accepted the ending, but your attachment is still holding onto the person your heart learned to call home.

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Second Chances Shouldn’t Feel Like This artwork

Second Chances Shouldn’t Feel Like This

For when you keep giving them another chance, hoping this time they’ll finally choose you.

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Unfinished Equation artwork

Unfinished Equation

For when you realize you’re not only struggling to let go of the person, you’re struggling to let go of the answer you never received.

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I Loved You Anyway artwork

I Loved You Anyway

For the part of you that loved them deeply, even after you knew love couldn’t make it work.

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The Dance artwork

The Dance

For when their distance makes you chase harder, but the moment you pull away, they reach for you again.

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I Learned Love From Watching in Silence artwork

I Learned Love From Watching in Silence

For the part of you that learned love by watching what hurt—and is trying to write a different ending.

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Going Back Doesn't Re Write My No artwork

Going Back Doesn't Re Write My No

For when you keep asking why you went back, as if returning could somehow change what happened before.

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Already Chosen artwork

Already Chosen

For the part of you trying to understand why love can feel so complicated when old patterns get involved.

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I Didn't Even Like You artwork

I Didn't Even Like You

For when you realize you weren’t staying because the relationship made you happy, you were staying because leaving the pattern felt harder than living inside it.

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The Detox artwork

The Detox

For when walking away feels like withdrawal because your body learned to crave the cycle you’re trying to leave.

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