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Songs for “Not Good Enough” · 10 found

Almost Loved artwork

Almost Loved

For when their distance made you chase harder, and you kept trying to become enough for someone who was afraid of getting close.

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Hungry to Be Held artwork

Hungry to Be Held

For when the fear of losing connection makes it hard to hear, trust, or protect what your own body is asking for.

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If You Wanted Me artwork

If You Wanted Me

For when they didn’t want to lose you, but still wouldn’t choose you, and you finally realize those are two very different things.

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Placeholder artwork

Placeholder

For when you realize they kept you close enough to meet their need for connection, but never close enough to truly choose you.

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You Want Me Shallow artwork

You Want Me Shallow

For when they wanted all the comfort of loving you, as long as loving you never required them to go deeper.

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Daylight or Nothing artwork

Daylight or Nothing

For when being wanted in private felt easier than risking rejection by asking to be loved fully and openly.

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Crumbs and Red Flags artwork

Crumbs and Red Flags

For when you realize you weren’t holding onto the relationship as much as you were holding onto the hope that being chosen would finally make you feel worthy.

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Red Flags Feel Like Home artwork

Red Flags Feel Like Home

For when red flags feel strangely familiar because your earliest lessons about love taught you to earn, endure, and hold on.

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You Were My Placeholder artwork

You Were My Placeholder

For when you realize you weren’t only settling for less from them, you had stopped believing you deserved more for yourself.

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Wonderful Nothing artwork

Wonderful Nothing

For when you stop measuring your worth by someone else’s capacity to recognize, receive, or protect what you gave them.

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