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Songs for “Learning Secure Love” · 20 found

The Shouting And The Hush artwork

The Shouting And The Hush

For when one relationship taught you to brace for chaos and another taught you not to trust the quiet.

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You Don't Get To Miss Me artwork

You Don't Get To Miss Me

For when you spent so long disappearing to keep them that healing finally means deciding they don’t get access to you anymore.

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Silence Was Safer Than Truth artwork

Silence Was Safer Than Truth

For when staying connected felt safer than telling the truth, so you kept swallowing your needs until you could barely hear yourself anymore.

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New Map artwork

New Map

For when your old patterns still feel familiar, but you’re finally learning that fear doesn’t have to choose the road for you.

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Hurt With No Name artwork

Hurt With No Name

A gentle, heartbreaking and deeply healing journey from anger through shame and grief to self-compassion—discovering that difficult emotions are messengers asking to be heard.

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Butterflies Were Just Wasps artwork

Butterflies Were Just Wasps

For when you realize what you called chemistry may have been your nervous system recognizing something painfully familiar.

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Both Things Can Be True artwork

Both Things Can Be True

For the part of you becoming someone you no longer have to abandon to be loved.

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More Than A Name artwork

More Than A Name

An emotional declaration of identity after years of being seen through someone else’s story—moving from conditional love and hidden motives toward self-worth, boundaries and reclaiming your own name.

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I Learned Love From Watching in Silence artwork

I Learned Love From Watching in Silence

For the part of you that learned love by watching what hurt—and is trying to write a different ending.

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Right Feels Wrong artwork

Right Feels Wrong

For when someone finally gives you the consistency you always wanted, but your body is still waiting for the part where it disappears.

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Familiar Hurt artwork

Familiar Hurt

For when your mind knows the pattern hurts you, but your body still reaches for it because familiar pain feels more predictable than unfamiliar safety.

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My Soul Said No artwork

My Soul Said No

For when your body called something love because it felt familiar, until another part of you finally realized familiar wasn’t the same as safe.

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Red Flags Feel Like Home artwork

Red Flags Feel Like Home

For when red flags feel strangely familiar because your earliest lessons about love taught you to earn, endure, and hold on.

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Too Quiet artwork

Too Quiet

For when healthy love feels strangely quiet because your body learned to recognize chaos as connection.

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Don't Let Me Drown artwork

Don't Let Me Drown

For the part of you that keeps reaching for someone who feels safest at a distance.

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Already Chosen artwork

Already Chosen

For the part of you trying to understand why love can feel so complicated when old patterns get involved.

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Better This Way artwork

Better This Way

For when experiencing steady love finally shows you how heavy the love you were chasing used to feel.

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I Was Brave artwork

I Was Brave

For when you realize courage wasn’t feeling less afraid, it was choosing honesty and vulnerability even while you were scared.

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You Didn't Break Me artwork

You Didn't Break Me

For when healing means taking responsibility for the ways you abandoned yourself without taking the blame for someone else’s choices.

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Perfect Scares Me artwork

Perfect Scares Me

For when you finally meet someone who gives you what you always wanted, and suddenly you’re the one wanting to run.

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