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Songs for “Trying to Leave” · 12 found

Chemical Ghost artwork

Chemical Ghost

For when leaving was the right choice, but your body still grieves the cycle of losing them and getting them back.

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I Lost Me Loving You artwork

I Lost Me Loving You

For the part of you that lost yourself trying to love someone into becoming whole.

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Losing Me artwork

Losing Me

For when you realize your fear of losing them has been costing you pieces of yourself.

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The Detox artwork

The Detox

For when walking away feels like withdrawal because your body learned to crave the cycle you’re trying to leave.

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Second Chances Shouldn’t Feel Like This artwork

Second Chances Shouldn’t Feel Like This

For when you keep giving them another chance, hoping this time they’ll finally choose you.

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Dear Drew artwork

Dear Drew

For when you stop trying to understand why they couldn’t love you differently and finally decide that what they gave you wasn’t enough.

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Withdrawal artwork

Withdrawal

For when leaving was the right choice, but your body still reaches for the person your mind knows you had to leave.

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My Head Knows Better artwork

My Head Knows Better

For when you can see every reason to leave, but knowing better still doesn’t make your heart let go.

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Couldn't Choose Me artwork

Couldn't Choose Me

For when you stop waiting for someone to choose you and finally make the choice for yourself.

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Last Call artwork

Last Call

For when you realize being their late-night comfort was never the same as being their first choice.

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Two Endings artwork

Two Endings

For when they left the door open just enough to make you grieve the ending twice.

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I Knew ( But I Stayed ) artwork

I Knew ( But I Stayed )

For when you knew something wasn’t right, but kept explaining it away because accepting the truth meant having to leave.

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