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Songs for “Songs for When They Pull Away” · 32 found

You Want Me Shallow artwork

You Want Me Shallow

For when they wanted all the comfort of loving you, as long as loving you never required them to go deeper.

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You Don't Get To Miss Me artwork

You Don't Get To Miss Me

For when you spent so long disappearing to keep them that healing finally means deciding they don’t get access to you anymore.

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If You Wanted Me artwork

If You Wanted Me

For when they didn’t want to lose you, but still wouldn’t choose you, and you finally realize those are two very different things.

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You Knew Better artwork

You Knew Better

For when you learned to say your needs as gently as possible, but they still heard your hurt as an attack.

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The Dance artwork

The Dance

For when their distance makes you chase harder, but the moment you pull away, they reach for you again.

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I See You Still artwork

I See You Still

For when you can see the fear underneath their silence while trying to explain the fear their silence creates in you.

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I Would Have Loved You There artwork

I Would Have Loved You There

For when you would’ve loved every part they were afraid to show you, but you couldn’t convince them they were safe enough to be seen.

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Half In, Half Out artwork

Half In, Half Out

For when they stayed close enough to keep you hoping while emotionally leaving a little more every day.

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Your Terms artwork

Your Terms

For when they controlled when to pull you close, when to create distance, and when to leave, until you finally stopped letting them set the terms.

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Almost Loved artwork

Almost Loved

For when their distance made you chase harder, and you kept trying to become enough for someone who was afraid of getting close.

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Opposite Fires artwork

Opposite Fires

For when you realize you were both afraid of losing connection, but one of you chased it while the other ran from it.

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Silence Was Louder artwork

Silence Was Louder

For when you spent so long making your needs quieter that you almost stopped hearing them yourself.

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Almost artwork

Almost

For when “almost” felt like love because it was still more than the kind of presence you learned to expect.

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Unprotected artwork

Unprotected

For when you let someone know the most unprotected parts of you, only to feel them slowly stop choosing what they once held so carefully.

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Don't Let Me Drown artwork

Don't Let Me Drown

For the part of you that keeps reaching for someone who feels safest at a distance.

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The Spark Didn't Die artwork

The Spark Didn't Die

For when the closer you became, the more they pulled away, and the more they pulled away, the harder you tried to hold on.

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Lonely Next To You artwork

Lonely Next To You

For when having someone beside you kept you from admitting how alone you actually felt.

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Wonderful Nothing artwork

Wonderful Nothing

For when you stop measuring your worth by someone else’s capacity to recognize, receive, or protect what you gave them.

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Haunted By What You Missed artwork

Haunted By What You Missed

For when the relationship didn’t collapse all at once, but through all the small moments they chose distance instead of repair.

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If Silence Could Speak artwork

If Silence Could Speak

For when you realized doing nothing was still communicating something, and their silence kept saying what their words wouldn’t.

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Dark Room artwork

Dark Room

For when their silence left you searching in the dark for answers, until you started shrinking your own needs just to keep the connection.

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Building A Future Without Me artwork

Building A Future Without Me

For when you realize you were still building a future together while they were quietly learning how to leave it.

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Placeholder artwork

Placeholder

For when you realize they kept you close enough to meet their need for connection, but never close enough to truly choose you.

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Louder Than Words artwork

Louder Than Words

For when quiet felt like safety because you were used to chaos, until you realized silence could leave you lonely too.

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You Had It Easy artwork

You Had It Easy

For when you realize they had already started letting go while you were still loving the relationship like it could be saved.

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You Took The Easy Way Out artwork

You Took The Easy Way Out

For when you stop wondering what someone else had that you didn’t, and realize the relationship may have simply asked for more depth than they were willing to give.

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Low Stakes artwork

Low Stakes

For when they wanted connection as long as it never became deep enough to require them to stay.

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You Didn't Even Try artwork

You Didn't Even Try

For when they came back wanting access to you, but still weren’t willing to choose you.

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You Had To Make Me Small artwork

You Had To Make Me Small

For when the things they once loved about you became “too much” the moment closeness started asking more of them.

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Fell For It Again artwork

Fell For It Again

For the part of you that keeps falling for the hopeful moment instead of trusting the pattern.

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I Loved You While You Were Leaving artwork

I Loved You While You Were Leaving

For when you realize you were still fighting for the relationship while they were already learning how to leave it.

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Came Back Wrong artwork

Came Back Wrong

For the part of you that mistook someone coming back for proof they had changed.

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