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Songs for “Collection:heartbreak” · 42 found

You Want Me Shallow artwork

You Want Me Shallow

For when they wanted all the comfort of loving you, as long as loving you never required them to go deeper.

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You Don't Get To Miss Me artwork

You Don't Get To Miss Me

For when you spent so long disappearing to keep them that healing finally means deciding they don’t get access to you anymore.

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Second Chances Shouldn’t Feel Like This artwork

Second Chances Shouldn’t Feel Like This

For when you keep giving them another chance, hoping this time they’ll finally choose you.

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If You Wanted Me artwork

If You Wanted Me

For when they didn’t want to lose you, but still wouldn’t choose you, and you finally realize those are two very different things.

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Goodbye artwork

Goodbye

For when you finally stop waiting for one more answer and realize the only thing left to do is let go.

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Unfinished Equation artwork

Unfinished Equation

For when you realize you’re not only struggling to let go of the person, you’re struggling to let go of the answer you never received.

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Losing You Either Way artwork

Losing You Either Way

For when staying connected feels like losing yourself, but letting go feels like losing a part of yourself too.

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I Loved You Anyway artwork

I Loved You Anyway

For the part of you that loved them deeply, even after you knew love couldn’t make it work.

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Dear Drew artwork

Dear Drew

For when you stop trying to understand why they couldn’t love you differently and finally decide that what they gave you wasn’t enough.

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Hurt With No Name artwork

Hurt With No Name

A gentle, heartbreaking and deeply healing journey from anger through shame and grief to self-compassion—discovering that difficult emotions are messengers asking to be heard.

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Half Of Me Still Stays artwork

Half Of Me Still Stays

For when your head has accepted the ending, but your attachment is still holding onto the person your heart learned to call home.

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I See You Still artwork

I See You Still

For when you can see the fear underneath their silence while trying to explain the fear their silence creates in you.

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No Repair artwork

No Repair

For when the truth finally came, but the apology, accountability, and repair you needed never came with it.

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I Would Have Loved You There artwork

I Would Have Loved You There

For when you would’ve loved every part they were afraid to show you, but you couldn’t convince them they were safe enough to be seen.

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Half In, Half Out artwork

Half In, Half Out

For when they stayed close enough to keep you hoping while emotionally leaving a little more every day.

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Your Terms artwork

Your Terms

For when they controlled when to pull you close, when to create distance, and when to leave, until you finally stopped letting them set the terms.

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Almost Loved artwork

Almost Loved

For when their distance made you chase harder, and you kept trying to become enough for someone who was afraid of getting close.

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Convenience artwork

Convenience

For when you realize they kept you close because they knew you’d always be there, not because they were truly choosing you.

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Almost artwork

Almost

For when “almost” felt like love because it was still more than the kind of presence you learned to expect.

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Unprotected artwork

Unprotected

For when you let someone know the most unprotected parts of you, only to feel them slowly stop choosing what they once held so carefully.

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Last Call artwork

Last Call

For when you realize being their late-night comfort was never the same as being their first choice.

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Better This Way artwork

Better This Way

For when experiencing steady love finally shows you how heavy the love you were chasing used to feel.

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Haunted By What You Missed artwork

Haunted By What You Missed

For when the relationship didn’t collapse all at once, but through all the small moments they chose distance instead of repair.

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Without Falling Apart artwork

Without Falling Apart

For when you know the relationship hurt you, but letting it go doesn’t make the love you felt any less real.

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Good Riddance artwork

Good Riddance

For when you finally realize you weren’t lacking anything, you were offering depth to someone who kept choosing the shallow end.

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Two Endings artwork

Two Endings

For when they left the door open just enough to make you grieve the ending twice.

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If Silence Could Speak artwork

If Silence Could Speak

For when you realized doing nothing was still communicating something, and their silence kept saying what their words wouldn’t.

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I Felt Everything artwork

I Felt Everything

For when you were called too sensitive so often that you almost stopped trusting how deeply you were experiencing what was happening.

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Dear Drew ( I Would Have Left ) artwork

Dear Drew ( I Would Have Left )

For when you realize you weren’t begging them to stay, you were giving them every chance to tell you the truth so you could leave.

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Building A Future Without Me artwork

Building A Future Without Me

For when you realize you were still building a future together while they were quietly learning how to leave it.

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You Don't Know artwork

You Don't Know

For when they’ve left your everyday life but somehow still occupy almost every quiet corner of your mind.

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Placeholder artwork

Placeholder

For when you realize they kept you close enough to meet their need for connection, but never close enough to truly choose you.

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You Had It Easy artwork

You Had It Easy

For when you realize they had already started letting go while you were still loving the relationship like it could be saved.

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You Came Back artwork

You Came Back

For when they could’ve stayed gone, but came back hiding the truth that would’ve kept your door closed.

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Cowards Crown artwork

Cowards Crown

For when they never had to physically leave the relationship for their attention and honesty to start going somewhere else.

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Came Back Like You Meant It artwork

Came Back Like You Meant It

For when they came back like they were choosing you while hiding the truth that would’ve made you walk away.

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A Love He Didn't Know artwork

A Love He Didn't Know

For when you understood their wounds so deeply that you kept explaining away the ways loving them was wounding you.

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You Took The Easy Way Out artwork

You Took The Easy Way Out

For when you stop wondering what someone else had that you didn’t, and realize the relationship may have simply asked for more depth than they were willing to give.

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Low Stakes artwork

Low Stakes

For when they wanted connection as long as it never became deep enough to require them to stay.

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You Had To Make Me Small artwork

You Had To Make Me Small

For when the things they once loved about you became “too much” the moment closeness started asking more of them.

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What Kind Of Man Does That? artwork

What Kind Of Man Does That?

For the part of you left questioning reality after someone knowingly let you make choices without the truth.

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I Loved You While You Were Leaving artwork

I Loved You While You Were Leaving

For when you realize you were still fighting for the relationship while they were already learning how to leave it.

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