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Songs for “Mental Health” · 30 found

Believe Me artwork

Believe Me

For when people see the few hours you function and miss everything your mind and body pay for afterward.

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Familiar Hurt artwork

Familiar Hurt

For when your mind knows the pattern hurts you, but your body still reaches for it because familiar pain feels more predictable than unfamiliar safety.

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No One Sees It artwork

No One Sees It

For when you’re exhausted from fighting a war no one else can see and wishing someone would understand that “don’t stress” isn’t enough.

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The People Inside Of Me artwork

The People Inside Of Me

For when different parts of you carry different pieces of what happened, and healing means learning to listen to all of them without losing yourself.

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The Shouting And The Hush artwork

The Shouting And The Hush

For when one relationship taught you to brace for chaos and another taught you not to trust the quiet.

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Unfinished Equation artwork

Unfinished Equation

For when you realize you’re not only struggling to let go of the person, you’re struggling to let go of the answer you never received.

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Losing You Either Way artwork

Losing You Either Way

For when staying connected feels like losing yourself, but letting go feels like losing a part of yourself too.

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Full Story artwork

Full Story

For when people know pieces of your life, but they don’t know the full story of everything it took for you to still be here.

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Nobody Can Know artwork

Nobody Can Know

For when you’ve learned all the lessons, built all the boundaries, and still find yourself wanting the one thing you know you’ve outgrown.

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Half Of Me Still Stays artwork

Half Of Me Still Stays

For when your head has accepted the ending, but your attachment is still holding onto the person your heart learned to call home.

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Put Together artwork

Put Together

For when everyone can see your life, but almost no one can see what it actually feels like to live inside it.

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Both Things Can Be True artwork

Both Things Can Be True

For the part of you becoming someone you no longer have to abandon to be loved.

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Two Voices artwork

Two Voices

“Two Voices" is about what happens when everything I’ve been carrying gets loud at the same time.

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Invisible War artwork

Invisible War

For when everyone sees the life you’re living, but no one sees how hard your mind and body are working just to get through it.

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PTSD artwork

PTSD

For when your life looks safe now, but your body is still responding to everything it had to survive.

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Inside My Head artwork

Inside My Head

For when your mind notices every silence, shift, and space between words, and you’re exhausted from carrying all the things nobody says.

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Opposite Fires artwork

Opposite Fires

For when you realize you were both afraid of losing connection, but one of you chased it while the other ran from it.

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Chemical Ghost artwork

Chemical Ghost

For when leaving was the right choice, but your body still grieves the cycle of losing them and getting them back.

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Raised By Opposites artwork

Raised By Opposites

For when one parent taught you to disappear and the other taught you to carry too much, leaving you to learn where your own needs fit.

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House Rules artwork

House Rules

For when home taught you that keeping the peace meant staying quiet, taking the blame, and becoming smaller than the truth you were trying to tell.

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Right Feels Wrong artwork

Right Feels Wrong

For when someone finally gives you the consistency you always wanted, but your body is still waiting for the part where it disappears.

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It Makes Sense artwork

It Makes Sense

For when you stop asking what was wrong with you and start understanding why the ways you learned to survive made sense.

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Craving the Hold artwork

Craving the Hold

For when you miss their touch and the feeling of belonging, but deep down you know you don’t actually want the relationship back.

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If I Let You In artwork

If I Let You In

For the part of you that wants closeness, but still gets scared when someone gets close enough to matter.

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My Head Knows Better artwork

My Head Knows Better

For when you can see every reason to leave, but knowing better still doesn’t make your heart let go.

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The Spark Didn't Die artwork

The Spark Didn't Die

For when the closer you became, the more they pulled away, and the more they pulled away, the harder you tried to hold on.

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I Remember Everything artwork

I Remember Everything

For when healing doesn’t mean forgetting what happened, but learning how to carry the memories without letting them become the ending.

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You Don't Know artwork

You Don't Know

For when they’ve left your everyday life but somehow still occupy almost every quiet corner of your mind.

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Changed Me artwork

Changed Me

For when the relationship ended, but your mind and body were still carrying the ways it taught you to question yourself and brace for danger.

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Perfect Scares Me artwork

Perfect Scares Me

For when you finally meet someone who gives you what you always wanted, and suddenly you’re the one wanting to run.

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