[Verse 1]
Everyone says I’m strong
The kind who keeps going, no matter what’s wrong
Smile on my face, dressed and pressed
While the pain sits heavy on my chest
They see the trips, the golden light
But not the couch where I lose the fight
Postcards and highlights on their screen
Don’t show the ache behind the scenes
[Pre-Chorus]
And when I try to let them in
They ask, ‘What do you have to be sad about?’ again
Like pain needs proof
Like trauma’s something I can only speak if it’s visible too
[Chorus]
I’m living in a house that many would envy
But it only serves to amplify my loneliness
Nice cars, pretty things, but they don’t fill the empty
They just decorate the silence
I’m misunderstood in high-def
Seen by all, but known by none
I’m put together on the outside
But 90% of me is undone
[Verse 2]
People call me sunshine, call me brave
But they’ve never seen the nights I cave
I wipe my tears so they won’t see
Then hold their pain like I’m therapy
They love the way I hold their storms
But never ask what mine looks like in form
They vent, I nod, I play my part
While quietly breaking in my heart
[Pre-Chorus]
They think I’m lucky, think I’m fine
’Cause I show up looking alright every time
But surviving isn’t living
And smiling isn't healing
[Chorus]
I’m living in a house that many would envy
But it only serves to amplify my loneliness
Nice cars, pretty things, but they don’t fill the empty
They just decorate the silence
I’m misunderstood in high-def
Seen by all, but known by none
I’m put together on the outside
But 90% of me is undone
[Bridge]
I don’t want pity, I just want to be seen
By someone who cares enough to lean
In and ask, not judge or fix
Just be with me in the thick of it
[Final Chorus ]
I’m living in a house that many would envy
But it echoes with a kind of heaviness
They say I’m lucky, but they don’t really see me
They see what they want, not my loneliness
I’m tired of being the strong one
Tired of saying, ‘I’m okay’
I’m put together for the camera
But I’m quietly fading away