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Songs for “Feeling Unseen” · 39 found

Both Things Can Be True artwork

Both Things Can Be True

For the part of you becoming someone you no longer have to abandon to be loved.

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Placeholder artwork

Placeholder

For when you realize they kept you close enough to meet their need for connection, but never close enough to truly choose you.

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What You Never Had artwork

What You Never Had

For when you kept giving more because you thought enough love could teach someone how to give it back.

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You Want Me Shallow artwork

You Want Me Shallow

For when they wanted all the comfort of loving you, as long as loving you never required them to go deeper.

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Unprotected artwork

Unprotected

For when you let someone know the most unprotected parts of you, only to feel them slowly stop choosing what they once held so carefully.

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Louder Than Words artwork

Louder Than Words

For when quiet felt like safety because you were used to chaos, until you realized silence could leave you lonely too.

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If You Wanted Me artwork

If You Wanted Me

For when they didn’t want to lose you, but still wouldn’t choose you, and you finally realize those are two very different things.

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Silence Was Safer Than Truth artwork

Silence Was Safer Than Truth

For when staying connected felt safer than telling the truth, so you kept swallowing your needs until you could barely hear yourself anymore.

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No more protecting you artwork

No more protecting you

For when telling the truth starts feeling less cruel than carrying someone else’s shame in silence.

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You Knew Better artwork

You Knew Better

For when you learned to say your needs as gently as possible, but they still heard your hurt as an attack.

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No One Sees It artwork

No One Sees It

For when you’re exhausted from fighting a war no one else can see and wishing someone would understand that “don’t stress” isn’t enough.

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The Dance artwork

The Dance

For when their distance makes you chase harder, but the moment you pull away, they reach for you again.

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Put Together artwork

Put Together

For when everyone can see your life, but almost no one can see what it actually feels like to live inside it.

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Believe Me artwork

Believe Me

For when people see the few hours you function and miss everything your mind and body pay for afterward.

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PTSD artwork

PTSD

For when your life looks safe now, but your body is still responding to everything it had to survive.

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Inside My Head artwork

Inside My Head

For when your mind notices every silence, shift, and space between words, and you’re exhausted from carrying all the things nobody says.

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I See You Still artwork

I See You Still

For when you can see the fear underneath their silence while trying to explain the fear their silence creates in you.

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I Would Have Loved You There artwork

I Would Have Loved You There

For when you would’ve loved every part they were afraid to show you, but you couldn’t convince them they were safe enough to be seen.

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Almost Loved artwork

Almost Loved

For when their distance made you chase harder, and you kept trying to become enough for someone who was afraid of getting close.

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Raised By Opposites artwork

Raised By Opposites

For when one parent taught you to disappear and the other taught you to carry too much, leaving you to learn where your own needs fit.

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House Rules artwork

House Rules

For when home taught you that keeping the peace meant staying quiet, taking the blame, and becoming smaller than the truth you were trying to tell.

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Silence Was Louder artwork

Silence Was Louder

For when you spent so long making your needs quieter that you almost stopped hearing them yourself.

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Convenience artwork

Convenience

For when you realize they kept you close because they knew you’d always be there, not because they were truly choosing you.

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Almost artwork

Almost

For when “almost” felt like love because it was still more than the kind of presence you learned to expect.

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Last Call artwork

Last Call

For when you realize being their late-night comfort was never the same as being their first choice.

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Don't Let Me Drown artwork

Don't Let Me Drown

For the part of you that keeps reaching for someone who feels safest at a distance.

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Lonely Next To You artwork

Lonely Next To You

For when having someone beside you kept you from admitting how alone you actually felt.

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If Silence Could Speak artwork

If Silence Could Speak

For when you realized doing nothing was still communicating something, and their silence kept saying what their words wouldn’t.

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Narcissist artwork

Narcissist

For when loving someone slowly turned into managing their moods, carrying their pain, and believing it was your job to make them better.

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I Felt Everything artwork

I Felt Everything

For when you were called too sensitive so often that you almost stopped trusting how deeply you were experiencing what was happening.

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Dark Room artwork

Dark Room

For when their silence left you searching in the dark for answers, until you started shrinking your own needs just to keep the connection.

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A Love He Didn't Know artwork

A Love He Didn't Know

For when you understood their wounds so deeply that you kept explaining away the ways loving them was wounding you.

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You Took The Easy Way Out artwork

You Took The Easy Way Out

For when you stop wondering what someone else had that you didn’t, and realize the relationship may have simply asked for more depth than they were willing to give.

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Low Stakes artwork

Low Stakes

For when they wanted connection as long as it never became deep enough to require them to stay.

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You Didn't Even Try artwork

You Didn't Even Try

For when they came back wanting access to you, but still weren’t willing to choose you.

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You Had To Make Me Small artwork

You Had To Make Me Small

For when the things they once loved about you became “too much” the moment closeness started asking more of them.

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Didn't Leave artwork

Didn't Leave

For the part of you that learned to mistake someone staying for someone truly showing up.

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You Don't Get Access artwork

You Don't Get Access

For when you realize they loved having access to you more than they ever loved showing up for you.

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I Loved You While You Were Leaving artwork

I Loved You While You Were Leaving

For when you realize you were still fighting for the relationship while they were already learning how to leave it.

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